It’s okay to cry in Homeschooling :')

 This was written at 3:03a.m

Sometimes I must let the tears fall

After I have given my all

When life throws me a curveball

I must be careful that I don’t stall

Running the race is not easy

When I can’t see clearly 

Am I giving my best?

Will I pass this test? 

Maybe I should slow down my pace

To win this here race

Running on dry

But I must continue to try

But then I realize 

It’s okay to cry

Now my vision is brighter

Holding my children a little tighter

Understanding the race is not for the swift

But fully prepared for the shift…

In the atmosphere…in this realm in time

I know this time is mine,

Mine to overcome

Mine to overrule

Mine to retain my jewels

But only after I realize

It’s okay to cry

Did you cry today? it's okay to do that you know. In homeschooling, we are free to share our emotions, deal with our emotions, and come to a solution to our emotions. Crying is a healthy way of releasing pain, deep-rooted hurt, and suffering. I worry that our people have not cried in a long time. Life’s circumstances have a way of making our hearts hard. This week, I have seen people set free from their ways, provoked thought in my mind, and even see life from a whole new perspective because of a book that I have read (The Alchemist). Yah has a way of hearing our tears ( yes our tears have sound) and answering prayers. HE tells us that he stores our tears in a bottle. To know that He, the one who creates the tears gives us the space and freedom to express this beautiful emotion to Him. He knows how many drops fall from your eyes and He knows why you are crying before you even began. It doesn’t make you weak to cry. Let go, let it out, and know that you are special in the eyes of Yahuah. Do it for yourself. I love you all, but know that Yahuah loves you more than I ever could🌹🌹.

Thank you to everyone who took the time to read, support, gave feedback, and shared on their social media. I’m forever grateful to every one of you🌹. Please take a deep look at the eyes of the models in the photos. What do you see? Do you feel anything? This is one of my boldest pieces ever because I decided to share a photo of a black man crying. Not as a meme, not in a mocking or effeminate way that social media depicts them. You can see both photos and see something in their eyes that they both share. Psalms 56:8-9 Thou tellest my wandering: put thou my tears into thy bottle:are they not in thy book? When I cry unto thee, then shall mine enemies turn back: for this know; for Yahuah is for me. Selah🌹Please feel free to share with someone.