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One day, a young woman had a dream. She was in her glorified body. Her mind was clear, she was finally free of the anguish that life had given her. The joy she felt was unspeakable. She was standing next to the one who had been her Angel from the time she was called to earth. Before her was a line of people who had harmed her, whether physically, emotionally, or mentally. They all had black bags on their head. She asked her Angel, who are these? The Angel replied you shall see. She then said, are they coming with me into the kingdom? The Angel replied that's for you to decide. Confused, she proceeds forward to the line in front of her. She goes before each person one by one and she sees their face and they remember the pain they caused her. She remembers as well. They look at her and beg for mercy. She says it's okay I forgive you. You were sick as was I. As she forgave them, they each got a new garment and entered the kingdom for the role they had to follow according to their lives deeds. Each person she forgave, with tears in her eyes, remembering the pain, the agony, the hurt. The Angel says, why do you forgive so easily? She replies because my people were sick. Through heavy tears she says, they need help. The Angel replies, what mercy you have shown to these people. Now here is the last person in the line. He continues to say, now this person has done the worse harm to you out of all the others. You hated this person. The Angel takes the bag off her head. They look at each other both in horror and confusion. The Angel says to her, do you know this person? The woman replies yes, I do, she's me? But how? I'm here free, so obviously I have forgiven myself. The Angel replies, wrong. She is the one who you suppressed. She is the one you killed because you hated her. She replied, well I'm supposed to kill the old person right? She is the reason why I got into all this mess in the first place. She's one that no one like because of her attitude. She's the one who was always angry and rejected. She has to be destroyed. The woman in front of her trembled with fear. The Angel replied, you forgave all those other people, why is it so hard to forgive her? I finally looked up at the Angel and responded, because she deserved everything that she got. She deserved hatred, not being loved-, suddenly I stop and realize that she is repeating the same things that I am saying, but instead of saying she, she is saying I. The Angel looked at me and said, she is you. The part of you that you thought you buried. You have to forgive yourself and know that you too were sick. I looked at her in shame but managed to see her eyes and tell her, I forgive you. It's not your fault. You weren't that bad of a person. You always made people laugh, their sorrows away. That is something that I lost. You were also a brilliant mind and always wanted to help others. Can we learn to work together for the good of the kingdom? I reply yes we can. I grab her hand and we become one. We become perfect through balance and healing. The Angel replied, the King is pleased now let us continue to do the work we are called to do, which is the healing of the nations....🌹And then, I woke up...